Fresh Start

Well.... Here I am again! I remember a blog post that I wrote July 2013 about the hardships that I was facing and the courage to overcome. Well I took things seriously that January 2014 and rocked Insanity and didn't miss a day. I was unstoppable. I went to Colorado for my deposition and got lazy. It's frustrating. I just let myself go. I went through some stuff during the last school that drove me deeper into just giving up. Thankfully I feel the fog lifting and a new hope on the horizon. I know I can regain my footing and have my Savior lift me up. So here I am again. I'm all in and I know it will be hard. I'm ready... Nothing can be harder than the pain of being stagnant not changing. I'm stuck knowing my body isn't getting better... Knowing I'm bored and unmotivated. Feeling gross and not enjoying my clothes. It's crazy what it affects. It makes you feel so embarrassed knowing your capable of so much more! I'll check in soon.